3 Future and Grace

Ideal Future- Plan A 

My ideal future includes me being working in the hospital as a pediatric nurse practitioner; it’s always been my dream job. I will live in a really nice, warm cozy house with 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, a decent living room, dining room, kitchen, family room, basement, attic, a big yard, garage and a nice decorative porch. I don't really know about marriage yet, but I'll be with a long time partner with two beautiful kids. In my ideal future, I see myself being financially stable meaning I'm not living paycheck to paycheck but I'm not “balling” out either. I'm still debating if I want to stay in America or move somewhere else like Canada. Hopefully, I will be still working with OSDPC, and traveling to Haiti in the summer time not only to give back but for my kids to get know their background and history. In my ideal future, I find inner peace and true happiness. All my hard work is rewarded, and so much more.

The twist

In life, we should always expect the unexpected. We should always know that nothing goes according to plan, and plans are going to change just like our future. A twist that may happen in the future that I plan is finding my dream guy and getting the opportunity to go to Africa for a year as a nurse. The twist would be that I would have to choose between my dream man and the opportunity I’ve always wanted. If I go to Africa I'll be doing so many amazing work, in the field that I love,  I will be meeting all of these amazing people, but I will be giving up something I never thought I could find. If I stay I would probably be is that myself for giving up an amazing opportunity and deep down inside I wouldn't happen. The twisted plot is choosing between my heart and my passion.

Alternative- Plan B

I don’t end up with a Ph.D. in science, but instead I get a degree in psychology and I become a counselor in a high school and teach part at a college. Besides teaching, I work as an interpreter and travel around the world. I get to do all this amazing things and meet all these amazing people. In the summer, I spent a lot of time Europe, studying languages and culture.  I live in a modern loft and I have a long time boyfriend that works in the entertainment industry. Even if it is not what I plan, I'm still very happy. “In whatever situation you're in, try to find happiness.”

Grace is…

Grace is awakening

I feel its presence

I understand what is coming

I appreciate all that is conspiring

I accepted my reality

And I remove all my illusion

Grace is connection

No words are needed

Just let yourself feel

Let the love within flows

Knowing that we connected

We are all one

Grave is faith

The thoughts of the things to come

The drive to keep going

To keep pushing for all that you want

To know that challenge lay ahead

And continue the fight

Grace is a flow

Something you can’t control

It’s our journey

Not such so much our destination

Grace is freedom

Grace is anything and everything………..

Into the Future

I want a PhD in science.

Future Road trip to all 50 States!

A future Pediatric Nurse practitioner.

I want to live in Africa for at least a year after I get my degree in Science

                                                                                      Like anyone else, traveling is a dream of mine.

Finding inner peace is something I strive for, and finding it will bring me so much joy.

A vision of my dream house.Not to be big or small.

                                                                                     

One of my dream car; A dodge.

                                                                        .

We all need someone! A beautiful friendship that can later lead to a relationship, then marriage.

A beautiful, loving family.

         
Going back home.

Opening a clinic in Haiti is a dream that I hope becomes reality.

Even though I have a fear of height, I've always wanted to skydive.

Giving back in as many ways as I can.

Just live life













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In the Future I see….

In the future I see

Signs of celebrations

Caps are being toss

Toast are being made

Laughter in the air

In the Future I see

Cars and planes

And many foreign things

I see the city lights

As I am boarding my flight

In the future I see

Blue and white light

As nurses comes and goes

IVs hanging of the walls

As people get help

In the future I see

Him; someone I’ve yet to meet

But I know I will love

I see him, I see love

I see rose pedals and the words ‘I DO”

In the future I see

Two people I’ve yet to meet

But I already love

I see them running around making a mess

And I know there blessing waiting to happen

In the future I see

My birth land Haiti

And a clinic waiting to be open.

I see help being giving

And everyone I love

In the future I see

Obstacle that are waiting to be conquer

Mountains to be climb

Tears that will be shed

But I know I will come out victorious

In the future I see, everything I want and so much more.

                                                                                    

Passion

In this hard life of ours passion is something we all need to survive. In a lot of ways we are all driven by passion and you can say that it is the “oxygen to the soul”. Being such an intense emotion passion can be divided into four categories and like everything in life there're two sides of passion; the pleasure and the pain. 

Passion is something that grows by the moment, it is something that you can never run out of, and it can either drive you to the most wonderful places or the darkest; it all depends on you. Personally for me I have varieties of passions, from the relationships with different people in my life to learning new and exciting things, music, my culture, cooking, organizing, travelling, giving back and many more. Everything I just listed is the things I do with great love and excitement.  They are some of the things that bring me joy in life, and if I could do one thing for the rest of my days of earth it would working as an NP in some hospital or clinic.

Ever since I could remember, I’ve always had the passion for giving back and making a huge difference in my community. I wanted to change lives, and I know I had to start with mine. When the time came to pick a career I was always stuck between being a teacher and a nurse, but as time pass by I started leaning towards nursing more, and more. Being a nurse has always been a dream of mine, and making it as my career will connect and allow me to give back while making a different.  I remember the days when I would volunteer at the nursing home and the joy I would get helping the elders made the feel so warm on the coldest days.  The thought of connecting my passion with my career is something that brings me joy, and excitement.

My passion has always been to make a difference within my community and my surroundings so my target is everyone that needs helps. One of the things I really want to do is to open a clinic in Haiti someday. In this clinic, people with low income will be granted free vaccines and medicine.  This is a chance to give back to my home, and I am willing to fight any cause that support service to those in need. Haiti is one the places that I hold dearly to my heart, and giving back to the people there while doing what I love is definitely a passion fulfilled.

La Passion

It’s the desire that burn inside

The pleasure you crave so deeply

The things you indulge in

La passion

Is the way you love me

The way you hold in your arm

It'syour smile

La passion

Is knowing the power you have

The lives you may change

The people you may touch

La passion

Is the thing that drives you

Is the motivation to success

It’s the fight to making your dream reality

La passion

Is the art I admire

The lyrics that pour out the words that my heart wants to yell out

It’s the stories that we connect to

La passion

Is the proposal

The discovery

The energy

The lust

The obsession

The pleasure and the pain

La passion

It’s the desire that
burn inside

The pleasure you
crave so deeply

The things you
indulge in

La passion

Is the way you love me

The way you hold in your arm

It your smile

La passion

Is knowing the power you have

The lives you may change

The people you may touch

La passion

Is the thing that drives you

Is the motivation to success

It’s the fight to making your
dream reality

La passion 

Is the art I admire

The lyrics that pour out the
words that my heart wants to yell out

It’s the stories that we connect
to

La passion 

Is the proposal

The discovery

The energy 

The lust

The obsession

The pleasure and the pain

La passion 







La Passion

It’s the desire that
burn inside

The pleasure you
crave so deeply

The things you
indulge in

La passion

Is the way you love me

The way you hold in your arm

It your smile

La passion

Is knowing the power you have

The lives you may change

The people you may touch

La passion

Is the thing that drives you

Is the motivation to success

It’s the fight to making your
dream reality

La passion 

Is the art I admire

The lyrics that pour out the
words that my heart wants to yell out

It’s the stories that we connect
to

La passion 

Is the proposal

The discovery

The energy 

The lust

The obsession

The pleasure and the pain

La passion 

Gratitude

For the past two weeks, I have sat and thought about this post. I thought about how to begin and what to write, but nothing seem to work or came out right. It’s not because it is a difficult topic, but because how ungrateful you are sometimes. As the seasons of thanks, approach, it is time to show our gratitude; so this week post is about the things that I am grateful for, and the things I take for granted.

The things I take for granted

It’s so easy to take the things and the people in our life for granted. It is not because we are selfish but because we get so use to them in our daily life, so we stop admiring and caring for them as much. Growing up I was always told that you should never take anything for granted, and I’ve always tried my best and I know that I have failed severely. What do you take for granted he asks; my response is a lot.

 I take life and everything that comes with it for granted. I take the gift of waking up every day without no injuries, no illness, and no disability for granted. I take the meals I have for granted, the clean water I use, the clothes I wear, the access to information, electricity, education, but most importantly I take my freedom for granted.

I'm grateful for...

The root of joy is gratefulness and you may think that life suck, but there’s always something to be grateful for. Personally for me I’m extremely grateful for my family.  Yes, they are crazy and dysfunctional but, they give me life, they bring a lot of happiness.  I’m thankful for great friends that support me and help through the rough time. I'm thankful for having a place to call home. I'm thankful for the ability to feel love, to laugh, to forgive and to learn. I'm thankful my job, my health, the meals I have every day, the bed where I sleep, and many more. I thankful for everything I’ve been through, and everything that I have gained. I’m truly grateful for everything.

Absorb
Since we are always in a rush to get to the next thing we seem to forget to live and absorb all the good things in our “present moment. We need to appreciate all the good things before they become old memories that bring us smiles and warmth. As for me, I need to begin to absorb the happiness I get from all the times I’ve spent with my grandmother. Instead of getting sad about the thought of losing her, I need to begin to smile for all the time I spend talking to her, laughing, hugging her, and seeing her smile. I need to start enjoying the time I spend with my mother much more, and the times my brother and I spend just driving around at 2. Am eating ice cream. I need to absorb the memories of best friends and me looking for mermaid every Friday nights. I need to take in the lessons I’ve learned from every experience I went through and every obstacle I’ve overcome. These are the memories I need to remember and hold on to in my darkness time. Enjoy everyone you love and everything because nothing last forever, before you know everything become memories. 

Crystal clear blue sky

How soft the birds sing

How smooth the wind blows

Our late night talks

Silly dance parties

That family bond

Eating your cooking

Your loving embrace

How worried you get

Our late night drives

Really loud music

The taste of ice cream

The bed I lay on

A place to call home

The people I love

For all of these and many more I’m thankful…..